September 12.......

I have made a choice that is going to be very difficult.  I have moments of excitement and moments of sadness.  I am a stranger in a strange land.  I have not come across any English speakers as of yet.  I think this is going to be a year of finding myself and refection.........each time I want to get on a plane and fly back home I have to remind myself it's only 9 months but June seems so very far away right now.  It wouldn't be so hard if there was somebody else here that was experiencing all of the changes that I am.  I never realized how hard it must be for people in America that have to deal with the same things.....feeling lost and alone.  Something as simple as ordering a meal becomes difficult with the language barrier.   I miss my family, my friends, and simple conversation................